Birthday - otanjyoubi - お誕生日

If the title is no indication... Well so far today has been normal. Nothing special except that it got mentioned. not that i mind one way or the other. Yesterday I got my present, the Kingdom Hearts 1.5 and 2.5 soundtrack collection containing 7 CDs and lots of happiness. I believe something is being planned for later today, but it hasn't happened yet. I'm just sitting around bored waiting on my wife to come back home, enjoying my first birthday in Japan, jamming out to Kingdom Hearts after cleaning the whole apartment.

Good Times

Anime James

Cocoon... Waiting for the Metamorphosis

I'm waiting. Waiting for the change. Waiting for growth. I remember when she was sent into my life to start the change. Back then I was a fat caterpillar and was slowing down, nearing the time to transform. Since then I've been a cocoon, isolated inside myself and taking it in, but I had yet to change. The future is laid out and what is to come becomes ever clear; I know what steps I should take. More and more I near the plateau and yet at the edge of this great cliff, I've yet to plunge, yet to break the shell. I'm encased; Lazy and foolish, recklessly listing and slothfully refusing to become lucid as if the world is one great dream. Wake up Dreamer. The time has come and the world is real but yet... not a single crack on this shell. Why does it wait? And what is needed to motivate this still husk? such vast potential lies, and yet it lies; pointlessly. I'm ready for the change... but Wait!... In the stillness. When? I have not yet Awaken.

I'm not sure where I'm going yet.

Anime James

The end

My first blogger post but not my first post. I really miss my xanga and I'm sad that I've lost most of my posts. But it's lost and over with and probably best I don't dwell on my past experiences. Right now in life I'm preparing for the trip to Japan and it is a bit scary but I'm sure I'll adjust. I'm also very excited about it. "I'm not sure if I'm elated or gassy, but I'm somewhere in that zone" it's going to be a new place and a new experience that I've wanted for many many years. I really can't wait.