I'm waiting. Waiting for the change. Waiting for growth. I remember when she was sent into my life to start the change. Back then I was a fat caterpillar and was slowing down, nearing the time to transform. Since then I've been a cocoon, isolated inside myself and taking it in, but I had yet to change. The future is laid out and what is to come becomes ever clear; I know what steps I should take. More and more I near the plateau and yet at the edge of this great cliff, I've yet to plunge, yet to break the shell. I'm encased; Lazy and foolish, recklessly listing and slothfully refusing to become lucid as if the world is one great dream. Wake up Dreamer. The time has come and the world is real but yet... not a single crack on this shell. Why does it wait? And what is needed to motivate this still husk? such vast potential lies, and yet it lies; pointlessly. I'm ready for the change... but Wait!... In the stillness. When? I have not yet Awaken.
I'm not sure where I'm going yet.
Anime James
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